Establishment/Expansion needs Exhibitions/Episodes/Evidences. Its that. Donkeys distributing Duke docs. Penning the heart-beat as SIM tracts. Strengthening the Slum-dogs. Prophet professing to prostitutes(John4.9). Prophetical Dreams coming true-----demi-god death, Corrupt prince behind bars, prophetical protection to 2 mega-Evangelists from accidents, Political palaces core group machinations, Next C.M, Demise of heroes, etcx100s. I don't rejoice when one suffers and dies. I intercede a lot when i see before. Souls destined to hell? Very painful.
Mocking and laughing by few. Endorsements through Online 'Sawyer sister' and offline comrades. Family ignorant. Friends ignited. Betterment by BSF daily. James pastor post-scripts. Apostle prayers. Kings knowledge. Varghese audios. Hosanna Hallelujahs. Katherine mails. Jesus Calls Role-Models. Many souls won. Few backslidden. Fiery entered ministries. Church doesn't know. Last bench pew. Front-line in Public. Streets greet us. Prospects perceived as lazy and idle. Prayer chambers privilege as Hard-working. Interceding for multitudes. National dailies published pondering.
Befriending the beggars. Bossing the bosses(Humbly). Warning the witch-hunts. Pleading the Politicos. Stunning the Sons-in-LAW. Supporting the sons-in-Grace. Protecting the poor pastors.Punching the pharisees. Crying for Measureless Spirit of Repentance. Influencing the Gurus. Running from repentance to Revelations(Isaiah6-Isaiah60). Amen to orphans. Trainee-cum-Teacher. Just 4 years officially. Went back for 3-months to re-fish like Peter. Witnessed there too. Sleeping or Stepping, Stopping or Shopping, all 'Strategic' by the Spirit of God with a surrendered soul. The Lord is the Spirit. He neither sleeps nor slumber. Its my Spirit-led Saga. Wonderfully and fearfully re-fielded. 14 long years voluntarily. Same Spiritual passion. Other carnal pleasures almost pruned. Little done. Tiny achieved. Large to be reached. Huge Harvest outside. what should i do inside? Believe myself as a 'sent-one'. Sometimes feel(just a feeling, not a reality) as a sent-out(ostracized out of synagogue). 'Seen not' inside to be a 'seen out' outside. Cruelly criticized in a circle(Saul's javelines). Just for revealing dreams like Jospeh. Later, Honored by God. Many failed to understand the moments and movements of Holy Spirit. John 15.25. Resolution of yielding to Holy Spirit limitless. Mighty few embraced eternally. Not seen on pulpits but in backstreets. Not always. Behold the Break-forth!
One intriguing facet of ministry is when i am not doing anything for the Lord, its much effective. The best God used me was when i am sleeping peacefully. God gives me future revelations in dreams. Its no exaggeration to say that two of famous evangelists are thankful to me when i alerted them about impending dangers before. God protected them when they humbly pleaded the Lord after getting confirmations. Acts of the Apostles are not always of them, but Acts of the Ananias too. Insignificant yet Influential. I feel God works best when we are in a sabbatical rest. I cease from the striving of carnal business. Today a prominent political family is in a great pain since they hardened their hearts when God spoke to them through me. When the foundations are being destroyed, what can the righteous do?"(Psalm 11:3). Hope not self-aggrandizing?If any one sees me not doing anything in the future, tell yourself-"something fantastic coming out of that too''. God's work should not only be done in God's way but by God Himself. Nevertheless i who live, but Christ who lives in me.
One-on-One oration to One thousand plus. When praying many saw Visions and repented. Wept and wondered. Some ran away fearing of almost following. I don't crave for preaching a thousand sermons, rather for one message with a thousand times effectiveness. A message like 'I have a dream' by Martin Luther. A message like 'Tryst with destiny' of Nehru. I love to prepare a thousand days more with tons of books. One destiny changing sermon. One nation's conscience awakening. Tons of tears in intercession.
Solutions to super special doctors spiritually. Healing cry for the surgeons. Mental and marital counseling to ASHA patients. Soul-mate engineering to High-techs. Foremost focus on few future leaders for four years. Doctors, engineers, businessmen and young Timothys. Sowing spiritual assets freely in shining saints. True prophesying about future ministers. His fame spreading abroad. Counseling to scores of love-sick youngsters. Setting the prisoners free. Spiritual covering in court halls. Inspiring many wanna be servant leaders. Fiscal fitness to few refined trainees.
Updated FB recently like this- "O ye world, don't rejoice that i am delaying. When the Awakening comes i come and when i come, the Awakening comes. Our story will never be the same again". I would like to publish my FB and Twitter Updates shortly.
Decades of diminished status to darlings. Dominating cry to the Darling of Heavens.My students are in high secular positions. My disciples are in central bureaucratic circles. I get energy through--+By faith Moses, when he had grown up, refused to be known as the son of Pharaoh's daughter. He chose to be mistreated along with the people of God rather than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a short time.(Heb11).What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ(Phil 3:8).Donkey readying and moving here and there. Team prepared. To be frank, million dollars too needed. Provision too in the process for a greater purpose. So far, under trees and street hotel offices. MMTS and RTC Chariots. 1 Cor 1.27
Still a single. Not alone. With a Bride-groom. Filling my oil/Spirit tank daily. Wisdom of God is foolish to the eyes of world. Seeking Kingdom first. All things work for my good.
Isaiah 60:22- The least of you will become a thousand, the smallest a mighty nation. I am the LORD; in its time I will do this swiftly."
This is all for His Glory. Whatever i do, i try to do for the Lord. Leadership sometimes is loneliness. Emmanuel there.Irrespective of people' YES/NO, this journey continues. I have a Vision-cum-dream from the Lord.How can i be disobedient to the heavenly Vision?(Acts 26.19).
